Family Rift Unresolved: A 20-Year Emotional Standoff Continues

A Journey of Mental Health, Regret, and Personal Transformation
Two decades ago, my life took an unexpected and tumultuous turn when I experienced a profound mental health crisis. Psychosis dramatically altered my personality, leading me to make choices that now fill me with deep shame and remorse. During this challenging period, I found myself entangled in an extramarital affair, which ultimately resulted in a complete upheaval of my personal life.
Seeking a fresh start, I remarried and made the life-altering decision to relocate overseas, effectively leaving behind my previous life and relationships. The psychological and emotional impact of this transition was immense, marking a pivotal moment of personal reinvention and escape from my past struggles.
My story is a testament to the complex ways mental health challenges can disrupt one's life trajectory, causing pain not only to oneself but to those around us. While I cannot undo the hurt I've caused, I continue to work on understanding and healing from that transformative period.